Dean The Bean lives ONNNNNNN

deanthebean @ 2005-09-20T12:57:00

2005-09-20T16:57:40Z

Heres my myspace

http://www.myspace.com/28533278
I finally made one but I have like no pictures and i need to make it pretty..lol vistit and say hi or be a friend. LOVE YA Heather ( stay safe with the hurricane)

hey

2005-09-19T03:16:13Z

sooooo..
I went to the Yankee Game thursday and it was amazing. Football game friday. Good stuff we got our asses kicked but I knew it would happen..Dillard is always good. So onto my little problem. MR.Mike is going to give birth to a cow if I end up going out with mr.#88!!! Why because he not only hates the kid but o matter what happens he will always have something for me. Like Im the permenate backup. LMAO...thats so funny cause i could never see myself with him now. He's changed completely into just everything i cant stand in people. The worst of it is that when its just the 2 of us he's his old self. Which makes me furious cause he has the capability to be a decent person but doesnt want to put fourth the effort. OOO and Bobby. Hes just going to hang himself if I actually go out with a football player. OO why cant i just like and go out with who i want without the world's opinion. I dont care...if he asks me out Im saying yes. I LIKE HIM....hes so sweet and hes a nice guy. I want to be happy too....
well, See everyone this saturday on LISA'S B_DAY...xoxoxo Heather

deanthebean @ 2005-09-12T22:44:00

2005-09-13T02:45:40Z

Wow , I talked to someone today and it just made me miss you guys really badly. I miss hanging out with the kids from MY class and feeling just like I belong to the school. I just miss you guys and the group of friends. We need to hang and chill out cause i would feel bad if these friendships were lost. CAll me e-mail me anything...I miss u xoxoxoxoxo HEather

long time

2005-09-02T02:52:28Z

Hey guys,
school is going great. I am doing good in all my classes and I LOVE all my teachers. Even the ones who are slightly evil and give hours of homework. Band is going good too. I love our show...I cant wait to see MSD's show. Always amazing!!! My problem this year is with boys. They are just so stupid...I cant seem to get a BF EVER...its frustrating. I am not stressing about it too much though cause i just want to get into college and do well in school. I miss you guys is there anything new with you....xoxoxoxoxoxox Heath

Ouch

2005-07-25T20:15:10Z

Today was a good day. Went to Officer camp and got to get some work done. Spent a good couple hours sorting music and numbering the lockers. We also talked alot about our goals and what we want to accomplish this year. Got to catch up with everyone and glad to finally get a hold of Say, and hang with Bri. So after practice my mom took me to the store with her and after we loaded all the stuff in the back she shut the door of the trunk to her Mountaineer on my head. It hurt so bad...I have this bump now. Funny as hell but now my mom feels really bad. Well G2G love ya, xoxo Heath

deanthebean @ 2005-07-24T11:52:00

2005-07-24T15:54:47Z

Not much going on today. I feel like it's my last day of summer. The next 2 weeks ar band camp. At least I wont be lying around the house doing nothing. Hope all is well, Heath

so effing pissed

2005-07-23T12:27:19Z

so today is the carwash at the 7-11 and frist let me say that I HATE carwashes at gas stations cause we enever get alot of people and we are always yelling at the freshman not to get run over. But reguardless I have fun anyway and I want to see my friends. So I get up and hour early and get ready. Go on the band web site and make sure that I got the time and place right. It says at 8. I get there at 8...not a single f**ing person there. I mean come on even if you are early the parents are always there at least 30 minutes before to set shit up. I look around and not one band kid there. WTF....I hate the unorganized bullshit that this band goes through. No one knows what the hell is going on and i get home and call Zack and appartly it was chnaged from 8 to 8:30.....SO why the fu*k couldnt someone call me, e-mail me, put it on the god damn website. How the hell does everybody come late and not give a shit. I get this feeling that everyone assumes that all the "dedicated" kids dont care. Well yes I do care. Dont waste my time and my dad's time that had to get up and drive me there and back. Seriously if I end up going,,,.....I better just stay away from everybody cause I dont wanna scream at someone. Just need to calm down..........Heather

Memories

2005-07-22T03:52:02Z

I FINISHED THE SCARLETT LETTER!!!!!!!!! SO nice...lol. So I spent the last hour and a half or so going thorugh the notebook. Wow we have been through alot. And it's times like that, that i wonder what the hell was i thinking beiong caught up on stupid things for so long. I guess once you get a chance to look back it's easier to see. I just miss my friends. Well not much else to say, got to go Heath

Sanibel

2005-07-20T16:24:17Z

Sanibel was WICKED AWESOME!!!! The weather was beautiful and I tanned pretty well. The beach was so nice and the frist day we were there you could go out to the sand bar and sit and dig up sand dollars. I even got a star fish but it moved in my hand and kinda creeped me out and I dropped it...sad stuff. Went bike riding around the island and ate lots of fat and sugary junk food. My brother and his girl friend came along this year too which was awesome. She's really nice. Went to the famous Bubble Room and I didnt like it. The whole place smelled like mold and it was So crowded. I was going to bring back a ton of sand dollars for my friends but when I went back out the next day the tide had gone up and you couldnt sit on the bar anymore. Then I went out this morning to see again and there wasnt a single one to find. I am kinda pissed at myself. Now I know next year I have to take them when I can get them. Well got to go talk later xoxxoxo, Heather

OOKKKKAAYYY>.....

2005-07-17T16:52:57Z

ok well I guess I should get this off my chest. More like a little thinking out loud than anything else. The reason for putting this on my LJ is one to get it out of my mind and written out and two for the opinions of the people I trust. Safe to say anyone who still reads the LJ and takes the time to look at mine I trust. I get this weird hung up feeling on this kid/boy/person whatever you want to call him. And dont worry its not who your thinking of...i moved on a long time ago and honestly dont know what I was thinking. Never date anyone that weighs less than you and makes you feel like you over-eat at lunch (i'm assuming with that statement those who I want to know what I'm talking about now do...lol) This other person, it just really bothers me the way things ended. He acted unlike himself and weird afterwards and it just feels so unfinished. Im not expecting for anything and im not sad about it....just really curious about what happened. Was it me, was it him....idk but Im trying not to dwell on it.

onto other things. yesterday I went to the store with my mom so I could get a sub. I wore my yankee jersey and my mom had her hat on and we see some white sox fan. I could careless about a white sox fan....the only people I ever get in tiffs with r redsox fans and i normally just ignore it. My mom looks at me and says now dont start trouble and i shurg and say I wouldnt bother. So we walk by and the guy pretends to cough and goes yankees suck. I looked at him and said yea well white sox suck. My mom was so funny....she gave him this disapproving glare and said I just told my sixteen year old daughter not to say anything and a grown man starts taunting her. Well the white sox suck...lol. The guy laughed and walked away. It was great. Not much going on today. I am so siked tomorrow I get to go to SANIBEL!!!!! I'll bring you back a seashell. lol. Its going to be great,,,,and my brother is bringing his girlfriend too. I love her she's so sweet. Well g2g and love ya lotts xoxoxoxo Heath

deanthebean @ 2005-07-14T18:30:00

2005-07-14T22:31:43Z

BORED>>>>>>>>>>.......... I cant wait to go to Sanibel

Whoa Amber is the color of your energy

2005-07-12T17:40:06Z

Not much going on today. Maybe movies this weekend....not sure what's going on. Still more reading. I need to make myself goals to get to every day other wise I WILL NEVER FINISH!!!!!!! Probably go outside and enjoy the sun before dearest Emily comes along and ruins another good weekend. Damn hurricanes. I told my parents we should have moved back up north but do they ever listen...NO...lol. But honestly this is one of the reasons why when I move out on my own I definately dont plan on staying in Florida. Well G2G byes xoxox Heather

Does this sound like me?

2005-07-12T16:32:21Z

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Hello

2005-07-11T17:00:46Z

Not too much going on today. More reading for the AP classes. Thank god the weather has gotten nice again. Hopefully it will stay like this for band camp. Tonight is a flute lesson then the Home Run derby. Love the All star break. Kinda bored cause everyone I know is out of town. Saychelle, Briana with Colin, Zack, Marmar, Mike, Lisa, and Im sure there are plenty more gone. Me too join them soon...can't wait to go to Sanibel Island. I heard that one fo the counslers for the camp I was at is gone so hopefully I'll end up getting a job...and work for MONEY and not hours lol. I mean it was nice being a home body for a while but I hate being lazy or not doing anything for long periods of time. Well got to go hope all is well on your side of the world, xoxo Heather

I hate hurricanes

2005-07-10T19:28:57Z

I cant take the rain anymore. STOP RAINING<<,....i miss the sun. Okay talk later, heather

ooo the drama

2005-07-08T17:30:04Z

So yesterday the yankee tickets were suppost to come. We see the fed ex guy drive away (my mom and myslef) and we got out and they arent out there. So my mom calls the company we got the tickets from and they track them and say o you should have gotten them. It says they were delivered just now at your house. So I go out and look all over. So while my mom is calling fed ex and bitching I am going to the negihbors houses asking if they got anything. One of them didnt even speak english it was quite amusing. Most of them didnt even reconize me and I have lived in this house for over 10 years...So it turns out the one house I didnt go to ...it was there under their mat. Well honestly if my mom didnt get the guy to come back and look the people would have never found the tickets cause they were thin and it looked like there was nothing under the mat and honestly how often do you clean under your front door mat. SO the guy comes and is So sorry...apoligizes. Poor guy felt bad....almost pissed himself when my Mom said that they were 400$$$$$$ Yankee tickets there. Well....thank god they were found , my Dad would have had a fit. Well hope all is well where you are,,,talk later xoxoxoxox Heather

ps....I hope no one's family was hurt yesterday with the London bombing. Thats so sad and messed up.....

I wanna be 18!!!!!

2005-07-06T02:57:50Z

lol today I chilled at the house and by the pool. Trying so hard to read scarlet letter but seriously....wow I wanna burn the book. I talked to my friend who is still a counsler at the camp and get this...the life guard i liked asked where I was today. For those of you that dont know...i would have jumped at the oppertunity to even talk to this guy had he not been 21. I would still love to be friends merely to look at his hotness. That and he was funny....ok well no more dwelling on what i cant have (for 2 years). Tomorrow I have to buckle down and finish that damn book than bowling later. G2g and miss ya'll, xoxo Heather

Happy 4th

2005-07-05T01:14:16Z

Hey guys,
Hope you all had a happy 4th. Bri came over and we chilled for a little bit. I missed her. The neighbors are going crazy with the fireworks...psh. I really hope my brother does set some off at 5 in the morning. Well not much going on...may go to school and help with some band stuff tomorrow and more summer reading. Miss ya lots and Yay for Independance, love ya Heath

My last day

2005-07-02T00:20:07Z

OOo today was my last day at camp. The kids made me feel so sad, they were all so sweet. And of course it's hard to say good-bye to your favorites. No plans really for the fourth other than just enjoying the day. Have a ton of AP homework I need to catch up on. My mom brought me new converses, they are brown and light blue. Really good, and to top my day off my mom wanted to go to a Yankee game so she bought 4 tickets to a Devil Rays game. She got really good seats right near the yankee dug out too... I cant wait. Well talk later and miss ya lotts, xoxoxoxoxox Heather

almost done

2005-07-01T02:34:20Z

Hello,
well tomorrow is my last day at camp. I'm gonna miss some of the kids. Had to say good-bye to the life guard to. Going to relax and enjoy the weekend. Hope all is well with you all. I miss you guys alot. I can't believe that Im going to be a junior and my friends that are going to be a senior and even worse the kids who had to go and graduate on me cough * Brenden , Kerry, ect ect Cough. Well g2g talk later xoxo Heath

long time

2005-06-28T00:31:13Z

wow....I've been really busy with the Kamp Kool. Not a amper but a counsler. Its fun but hard and tireing. At leats the kids like me. And i got to see a really hot lifeguard today. Not much else going on. Just work...well wuts up with u people i miss u. Love ya , Heath

deanthebean @ 2005-04-20T12:56:00

2005-04-20T17:00:35Z

OOo student survey today. Lets just say Im very glad that they can't trace it back to me(even though I highly doubt that). I didnt exactly have alot of nice things to say. I havent been on in so long because of the fact that I am here after school every day except Wednesday which is generally taken up with trying to catch up on my sleep. So I have completely and utterly moved on. Problem is Mike found out and I honestly didnt want him to know. Now I have to deal with him asking me questions and being all gay-ish. Damn Zack andhis big mouth. So this new guy is freakin a-hot but I dont know. Im kinda inbetween things right now. Im really just trying to focus on band and ending school. I REALLy want drum major. Well got to go back to class...talk later and love ya lotts, Heather

hello

2005-04-11T13:40:24Z

Im at the school libary for french class. So I didnt make All County...total bummer and really crappy. Some of the girls that made it I had beaten earlier this year but wutever. Nothing is ever truely fair. I have a meeting after school for officers....I want to be drum major. Yankees vs Red Sox game today. Have to tape it but I am always happy to see derek. Well got to go...I actually have work to , go figure. G2G xoxo Heath

Go Yankees

2005-04-05T19:29:59Z

Hey long time no talkie....life is good. My Yankees won the season opener...which always makes me a happy camper. All County auditions today so good luck to everyone and I hope to see some of you there. Talk later and Love ya lotts, Heather Jeter

stolen from Joe

2005-03-26T00:42:42Z

( )ever smoked marijuana-nope
( ) smoked a cigarette-nope
( ) smoked a cigar-nope
( ) madeout with a member of the same sex-nope
( ) crashed a friend's car-nope
( ) stolen a car-in GTA ...
( ) been in love-not even sure I believe in Love
( ) been dumped-depends on ur definition of dumped
( ) shoplifted-nope
( ) been fired-not yet
( ) been in a fist fight-yes and it was freakin a awesome
( ) snuck out of my parent's house-no I should try that sometime
( ) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back-always
( ) been arrested-nope
( ) made out with a stranger-no it sounds dirty
( ) gone on a blind date-nope
( ) lied to a friend-yes
( ) had a crush on a teacher-does an instructor count
( ) been to Europe-no sadly
( ) skipped school-nope
( ) slept with a co-worker-nope
( ) seen someone die-no thankfully
( ) been to Canada-no
( ) been to Mexico-no
( ) been on a plane-yes twice when I was about 6 or 7
( ) thrown up in a bar- but not because of alcohol-nope
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire-not myself but things
( ) eaten Sushi-yes it was nasty
( )been snowboarding -no
( ) met someone in person from my space -no
( ) been in an abusive relationship-mentally abusive yes
( ) taken painkillers-yes
( ) love someone or miss someone right now-miss very much yes
( ) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by-yes
( ) made a snow angel-nope
( ) had a tea party-lol yes of course
( ) flown a kite-yup
( ) built a sand castle-yea
( ) gone puddle jumping-nope
( ) played dress up-yes
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves-yes
( ) gone sledding-yes
( ) cheated while playing a game-no I try not to ;)))))
( ) been lonely-yes very
( ) fallen asleep at work/school-no i try but I cant
( ) used a fake id-no
( ) watched the sun set-every chance I get
( ) felt an earthquake-no
( ) touched a snake-yes
( ) slept beneath the stars-nope
( ) been tickled-yes
( ) been robbed-yes
( ) been misunderstood-yes sadly
( ) petted a reindeer/goat -not that i can remember
( ) won a contest-yes
( ) run a red light-nope
( ) been suspended from school-nope
( ) been in a car accident- who hasnt
( ) had braces- ooo yes it sucked very badly
( ) felt like an outcast-definately
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night-what girl hasnt after a crappy heart break
( ) had deja vu-yes constantly
( ) danced in the moonlight-ooo that sounds romantic
( ) hated the way you look-yup
( ) witnessed a crime -not sure
( ) pole danced-no
( ) questioned your heart-tis my biggest downfall
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes-yes thank u briana
( ) squished barefoot through the mud-yup
( ) been lost-yea
( ) been to the opposite side of the country-yes once
( ) swam in the ocean-yes of course
( ) felt like dying-yes
( ) cried yourself to sleep-yes
( ) played cops and robbers-no
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers-yes
( ) sung karaoke-lol sadly yes
( ) paid for a meal with only coins-no
( ) done something you told yourself you wouldn't -yes
( ) made prank phone calls-not easy when people have caller ID
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose -lol yes
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue-no
( ) danced in the rain-the best
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus-yes
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe -nope
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about-yes
( ) blown bubbles-yes
( ) made a bonfire on the beach-yes
( ) crashed a party-nope
( ) gone rollerskating-yes
( ) had a wish come true-yes but not the way I wanted
( ) humped a monkey-???no
( ) worn pearls-yes
( ) jumped off a bridge and a huge boat-no
( ) screamed penis in class-lol no but I have many friends that can atest to that
( ) ate dog/cat food-no
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them-no
( ) kissed a mirror_*blush*...yes
( ) sang in the shower-yes and I apologized
( ) have a little black dress-yes
( ) had a dream that you married someone-yes it was scary as hell
( ) glued your hand to something -yes
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole-lol no
( ) kissed a fish-no
( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes-yes
( ) been a cheerleader-not an offical cheerleader but I guess I could say yes
( ) sat on a roof top-nope
( ) screamed at the top of your lungs-yes
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel-yes
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours-yes
( ) stayed up all night-yes
( ) didn’t take a shower for a week--ewww no
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree-no
( ) climbed a tree-yes
( ) had a tree house-no
( ) are scared to watch scary movies-no I love em'
( ) believe in ghosts-depends
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes-no thats a waste
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say-yea
( ) gone streaking-no
( ) played ding-dong-ditch-no
( ) played chicken -no
( ) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on-one of the best experiences you'll hvae in ur life
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger-no..me psh dont make me laugh
( ) broken a bone-knock on wood...no
( ) been easily amused-yes
( ) caught a fish then ate it-no
( ) made porn-no
( ) caught a butterfly-no
( ) laughed so hard you cried-yes
( ) cried so hard you laughed-yes
( ) mooned/flashed someone-no
( ) had someone moon/flash you-not that I can recall
( ) cheated on a test-nope
( ) have a Britney Spears CD-no but I got some backstreet boys
( ) forgotten someone’s name-yes
( ) slept naked-no
( ) French braided someone’s hair-yes
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool-no
( ) been threatened 2 b kicked out of ur house-no
( )been kicked outt your house?-no